Sunday, October 10, 2010

More about me

For the past few weeks, I have felt like I am in exactly the right place, at the right time, doing the right thing. It is an amazing feeling. I am loving it. My training is going well, work is going fantastic (with some interesting opportunities opening up in the next couple of months), and the way that I process information is changing daily. I am looking at everything through different eyes and I like what I see. I used to question my every action, thought and spoken word (worried about saying the wrong thing, doing something stupid, etc), now I accept who I am and what I do. I am no longer constantly worried about what anyone else thinks. That doesn't mean that I have ripped the filter off and I say whatever I want, it means that I am not walking on egg shells around myself. What has changed, mindful meditation everyday. I have been learning about meditation throughout this year and I have been focusing on quieting (pretty sure that it is a word) my brain and slowing down the thought process so that I can figure things out. Well, it seems that I am figuring things out. I have more purpose to my meditation and self reflection, it has a path now. I feel so good, I have so much more physical energy, I feel smarter and able to handle anything that comes my way.
Til next week, work hard and have fun!

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