Monday, October 14, 2013

Disconnect

I can't believe this happened to me! I have been struggling with my blog for the last six months, ever since I noticed how long I have been blogging (weird, right?). I have missed a few blog days during that time and I did not like that feeling, so I have pushed myself to write something each week. I just realized that I didn't blog last week! All week I have felt really disconnected from the Kwoon and I didn't know why ( I blamed my work schedule ) and now I know it was the blogging. I am shocked that I was so wrapped up in trying to make things work, organizing myself and my classes that I couldn't attend that I forgot the one thing that keeps my feet on the ground and my head out of the clouds.
I hope that this is the wake up call that I needed. Blogging is what keeps me connected with my Kung Fu and with the Kwoon when I can't be there. I know this! I have to keep that in the fore front if I want to continue on this path that I am on. It is funny (not ha ha) that when things are going on that threaten to rock my foundation, I forget to do what I need to do to manage life. I read Sifu B Beckett's blog this morning about the path to mastery and the main ingredient is that masters don't quit. I will not quit!

As I read over my blog, I noticed that it is not very flowy but it does say all the things that I want it to, so there it is, hopefully others can make sense of it. :)

Blessings and Gratitude: My family - their love and support is constant, My pets - constant companionship, My students - I learn from them on and off the matts, My friends - near and far - I feel the love and acceptance, My teachers - you know when to teach me and when to let me figure it out. I am truly blessed and thankful to have all of you in my life.

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